Of course, I should have taken my own advice to vote with my heart…If I had, I’d have picked “It’s Hard Out Here For A Pimp” to win Best Song, which I totally think it DESERVED…But I caved to prevailing sentiment on that one and voted for “In The Deep” to win…Did you see the look on Latifah’s face when she announced “Pimp” as the winner? I thought she was going to fall off the stage in shock…I went back and forth on that prediction and am killing myself now…I’d have won the whole pool if I’d have gotten that right, since I got my entry in before the eventual winner…*sigh*…That’ll teach me…Lol…

I will toot my own horn for picking Crash to win movie of the year over Brokeback, though…Some people know sports and sports betting and sports politics…I know movies and Oscar politics instead…And for some reason I read the recent Brokeback hype and sure-thing status as a warning sign…Besides, there’s always one big upset in a major category, and the screenplay, acting, and directing wins seemed more of a lock…All in all, I had a ton of fun with Movie Month, and I’d like to thank all of you who participated…Also, thanks to the lovely Pamela, Rain, Moon, Danielle, and Sydney for helping me out by putting Best Picture links in their journals…And everyone keep your eyes on the Promos Page for details on our upcoming NCAA March Madness promotion…

Do you know how much I love cumming on the phone with you? I mean, you probably have heard…Hehehe…But really, getting to talk to sexy men and women from all over the country is so much fun, I don’t know how it can even be classified as a job…I’ve been chatting with the California Boy Toy for over a year now, yet we never have trouble concocting naughty pay-for-play scenarios…I hope you have fun in DC, darling- perhaps we’ll be able to find you a hot escort to stroke for…*wink*…Mommy took Spanky over her knee after he was a Very Bad Boy…Stealing money for comic books is simply unacceptable, and I think I hair-brushed that into his young bottom so hard he’ll remember from now on…You know Mommy only spanks you because she loves you, honey…I wrestled Sydney for the right to fuck the Simpering Strap-On Sissy, but after we saw him on the sidelines in his little cheerleading outfit, we just couldn’t help taking turns with his pretty boypussy…Sharing is caring after all…Hehehe…Miles and I had an interesting call the other evening…Instead of going somewhere outside, we took a hypnotic journey inward, and it left us both ultra relaxed and satisfied…Thanks for being open to different possibilities, my dear…My Sweet Son and I took a trip to tour colleges and ended up touring each other’s bodies…You just couldn’t resist Mom’s sweet seduction, could you? *smiles* The Eyes Wide Dreamer and I enjoyed yet another mansion maze of sexual depravity…Looking forward to another round of fetish and fantasy! LP and I engaged in a tantalizingly taboo roleplay that left our very bloodstreams infected with dark angel younglust…I adore seeing how far we can push the boundaries together, my sweet but weak father…Jacking Jim’s parents sent him to me so I could teach him how to masturbate and therefore stay out of teenage trouble…You were such a quick study! Lol!

I’m going into the city tonight for class, but I’ll be here and horny until then…*wink*

Love,
Donna

Well, the spectacle that is the Academy Awards is mere hours away, and I’m already tingling and abuzz…Oh wait, that’s my vibrator…LOL…But seriously, I cannot WAIT to see who ends up winning…I think there are going to be a couple of upsets, but unfortunately I don’t think my man Terrence Howard is going to be one of them…*sigh*…But it promises to be an entertaining telecast, and I’ll be in the chat room for the play-by-play all night long…

And before I forget, check out these Funny Cats for a chuckle…Isn’t that a hoot? Thanks to my Red Sox Fan for passing on the link and for the delightful calls…*smooch*…I had a blast with Erin and my Baby Boy, who is such a saucy young man…Lol…Oh my dear LP, I am continually suprised by how creatively deviant we are together…Mmmm, the #1 Ass such a cum whore…You get the lifetime achievement ass slut award, my dear…Hehehe…Had another positively sizzling session with the NY Ass Man, who can hardly stay out of my sphincter…Not that I mind…*giggle*…You know, I think the Sexy Switch takes a perverse joy in frustrating me…I can take it if you can…Hehehe…My Gay-Porn-Loving Little Brother told me about his recent same-sex flirting, and I have to say it made me pretty damn wet…I hope you have a chance to experiment with him, and I can’t wait to hear all about it! My Brooklyn Ass Man paid a long overdue visit for still more teenage debauchery…I’d missed you, doll! Kisses to my Infamous Daddy for the afternoon family fun…Nothing like taking your big dick in my babygirl pussy…Hehehe…My GOD…Master J knows just how to pull my strings and push my buttons…It seems you send me into subspace with just a few words…How is it you always know how? My Favorite Room In The House is may be a smart ass, but he’s my smart ass dammit, and a damn sexy one too…*wink*…Had a blast with the Stocking Tease who I made wait FOREVER before letting him spray…And I swear there is practically nothing that Nasty N won’t take in his ass…Or put in mine, for that matter…*giggle*…Smooches to my Massachusetts Musician for the cuddling catch-up call…And to think you were worried…Hehehe…Late night lovin’ with my Colorado Genius is by turns juice-inducing and laugh launching…I always hang up with the HUGEST grin on my face when I talk to you, C…The Mad Scientist turned my daughter and me into hypnotized bimbos this morning, but he was right…I DID like thinking with my clit…ROTF…And finally to my darling sissyfag Shawnee…Thank you for helping me to demonstrate to Mrs. Anderson and her students the difference between a hairdresser and a faggot shampoo boy…Wonder if we inspired any of those adorable little girls to pursue a career in hair…Hehehe…

Ok darling, I’m going to go get in Oscar mode…Hope to see you around tonight…

Love,
Donna

I myself am a bit torn…Part of me wants to rush out and see all the nominated movies that I haven’t seen yet, which is most of them, but the other part of me thinks, “Fuck it!” That way I won’t feel bad about blindly and shamelessly rooting for Terrence Howard to win Best Actor…Lol…And I know everyone say’s it great, but I am really starting to dislike Brokeback anything…I get hype backlash easily…On the flipside, I didn’t really pay attention to Capote, but the more clips I see, the more psyched I am to watch it…I bet Philip Seymour Hoffman steals the little gold baldy from my man TH, but if he does, I probably won’t even hate him for it…I don’t have strong feelings one way or another in any of the other categories, though I will say I thought Matt Dillon did a wonderful Supporting Actor job with a very complex character in Crash…And I’m pretty sure “It’s Hard Out Here For A Pimp” isn’t going to take Best Song, even though it deserves to…Oh well…As with so many awards, the Oscars are about a lot more than who/what should win…Never underestimate the power of politics, diplomacy, and MONEY…*rueful smile*

Shoutouts…Yes…Shoutouts…I am remiss yet again…There are many I should acknowledge, and a specific few who have really touched and honored me in the past week…I fear I’ll leave someone out…So instead I’m going to simply say THANK YOU…Every phone orgasm is a GIFT that I cherish…Whether it is the sound of your explosion burned indelibly in my brain, or the feeling of my own erotic release…To be able to share that with such amazingly sensual and sexual callers constantly reminds me what a charmed life I lead…So again, thank you…

Love,
Donna

I had a great rehearsal today, and at one point my scene partner and I were just chatting about what it’s like being an actor in NYC…It’s pretty fucking brutal…Auditions are a special kind of Hell that should be reserved for dictators and serial killers…And there’s so much competition for so few parts…Hard as it is not to get discouraged, I realize how lucky I am to be in the position I’m in…Hey! Get your minds out of the gutter! Hehehe! But seriously, most of my classmates are so…Desperate…And I wonder sometimes if I’ll still be slogging it out five or ten years from now…I have to believe I can be successful, and I know I have talent and drive…But it’s the “what if?” that kills you, you know? So I thought about it…

Working in the concert industry for so many years, I saw fame and fortune up close…I witnessed the rock star dream and all the pitfalls that go along with it. I had friends who become famous and friends who overdosed…On self-pity, on ego, on drugs…Now, I can’t lie and say I don’t have aspirations of fame and fortune, but having already wrestled those beasts firsthand, I know that they can cause more problems than they solve…So what DO I want? What would I define as “success” for myself? The truth is…In a way, I’m already there. Sure, I’d like to get a part…But I’m confident that I WILL…So for me, living here and pursuing my dream IS success…I’d like to see my name in lights on Broadway…I’d love to be able to pay my mom’s mortgage…But if on my deathbed I can say, “I never gave up,” I will be able to die happy…

Because let’s face it…It would be a whole Hell of a lot easier to give up…And sometimes- I have to be honest- I think about it…But then I remember where and who I was four years ago and how far I’ve come, and I just KNOW…I can do this…I believe that we create our own reality, that the power is within each of us to make and live the life we desire…Nobody believes me, but I know we can because I have done it…People look at me like I’m crazy when I talk like this, and I don’t care. More than any definable accomplishment (like a million dollars in the bank or a starring role), I will consider myself a success if by example I can inspire others to live their dream…To believe in themselves and believe that they deserve to be happy…The possibility exists…For you…For me…

Sorry if I sound melodramatic…Must be the actor in me…Hehehe…Anyways, thanks for riding my stream of consciousness with me…I promise shout-outs will return next entry…Until then, I’ll leave you with some food for thought…

“It is better to die on your feet than live on your knees.” -Emiliano Zapata

Love,
Donna

P.S. Don’t forget about our Academy Awards Promotion running until the ceremony on March 5th. There is a SIXTY MINUTE WEBCALL up for grabs, along with other free calls and extra minutes. Make sure you get your ballots in and check the site often for other Movie Month fun…

Are you still looking for a Valentine this year? I volunteer…Hehehe…

And before I go, I have to share this little bit of hilarity with you…I belong to SugarDVD.com, a sort of porn Netflix…You get the movies, just like Netflix, in little sleeves with short descriptions of the movies printed on them…Well this is a VERBATIM reprint of the sleeve of a movie I’d ordered that arrived yesterday…

Ass Worship #1
“There is a God! Huge ass toys! Bella’s perfect heart shaped ass gets penetrated to the fullest! Thick booty 18 year old gets her ass stuffed! Jewel’s ass proves unbreakable! Asses stuffed to the limit! Jade takes everything but the chicken sink in her ass!”

LMFAO…Yes, re-read it…You almost miss it the first time, because it kind of sounds right…Hehehe…I’d like to know just what a “chicken sink” is…Anyways, here’s to smiles, laughter, love, and lust on Valentine’s Day…

Love,
Donna

P.S. Don’t forget about our Academy Awards Promotion running until the ceremony on March 5th. There is a SIXTY MINUTE WEBCALL up for grabs, along with other free calls and extra minutes. Make sure you get your ballots in and check the site often for other Movie Month fun…

Of course the storm was a lovely excuse to be lazy all weekend, and believe me I took full advantage…It was delicous curling up in bed with a pile of plays to read and waiting for those naughty calls…Broadway B whisked me away for a long, lingering call that left us yet again shaking our heads over the weird coincidences in our lives…Not to mention you fuck my brains out like a demon possessed…*smiles*…Incest Is Best and I shared our family histories and some intense mutual masturbation, and then my Stacked Sissy called to show me her brand new bra…I do so love exploring those extreme facets of our desires…I love the conversations I have with my Hypno Boyfriend, who soon shall be leaving me for at least a few months…You see, he is going to undertake one of his lifelong dreams, and though I will miss him horribly, I am SO PROUD of him! I cannot wait to hear all about your experience, my sweet one…Shawnee got stranded by the snowstorm too! In a secluded mountain lodge with the bridal party of a postponed wedding…It’s a good thing you love a good girly spa day, because the bride needed cheering up so much, she didn’t even notice how hard you spurted after giving her that wash and set…*giggle*…Took a trip to the zoo with the Nastiest Ass Slut Ever, who climbed the animal food chain with his gaping hole…That will probably not make sense to anybody but us…LMFAO…Kisses to my Colorado Genius for the slow and sensual snowy Sunday afternoon…You always know how to warm me up, darling…Been indulging in a nice variety of hypnosis fantasies with my dearest Miles, who always begs so desperately when I tease him into trance…You always remind me how intense hypno can be when both parties are focused and into it…*smiles*…OH LORD does my Hometown Hottie know how to push my buttons…Where DID you come from? Oh yeah…Hehehe…Really, you make a violent gang rape sound inviting…Now that’s talent…ROTF…*smooches*…It’s halfway through February already, which means Spring Training starts soon…I’ll be a baseball widow while my Red Sox Fan dallies with his true love…Hehehe…I suppose it could be worse, it could be another Stupid Baby…LOL! My darling Chicago Writer woke me up this morning with orgasms and laughter…Where the hell do I buy THAT alarm clock? *smiles* Also, I have a brand new friend, Rub Me, with whom I’ve indulged in two sizzling, sensual roleplays…I eagerly await our next erotic adventure, sweetheart…And it looks as if my Reluctant Panty Pet *is* coming around…Today I practically had him yelling his devotion…Keep me happy and your neighbors won’t know about your panty-thieving ways…*wicked smile*

Don’t forget about our Academy Awards Promotion running until the ceremony on March 5th. There is a SIXTY MINUTE WEBCALL up for grabs, along with other free calls and extra minutes. Make sure you get your ballots in and check the site often for other Movie Month fun…

Love,
Donna

Charlie and I also have some new girls’ profile pages on the way from our fabulously talented team of webdesigners…What do you all think of the evolving look of Bay City Blues? I love how it is really starting to feel like a place, a real city inhabited by our wonderfully deviant denizens…*smiles*…It never seems like there is enough time to do everything I’d like to do, but little by little the site is taking the shape we envision…

I had quite a nice weekend, thanks to some truly amazing calls…I made the acquaintance of an Eyes Wide Dreamer, who has a surprisingly kinky streak…I wove him an intricate fantasy in which we were a stranded couple forced to seek shelter in a large, imposing country mansion…Unbeknownst to us, we had stumbled upon an exclusive orgy…We became the pawns in an elaborate sex game, and neither of us was spared the cock…*smiles*…Thanks for that chance to be so outrageous and creative, you twisted darling…I hope my Red Sox Fan is feeling better…He had a rather trying week, but I’m glad I was able to lift his spirits some as he has so often done for me in the past…Hugs and kisses to you, my dear friend…Billie Girl called to tell me she had a chance for the sex change operation she’s wanted for so long…I hope you go through with it, sweetie- you’ll be so much more at home in a female body! *smiles* Ok, I have to tell you about the most delightful man, Broadway B…We met in the chat room and discovered an affinity for the theater…Well it was just the first of a frighteningly large number of similarities and coincidences between us…We have actually BEEN IN THE SAME ROOM, years ago, at a concert in Seattle…More than once, probably…And the more we chat and get to know each other, the more we find we have in common…Not to mention, he is a blisteringly hot fuck…Hehehe….I can’t wait for more long, slow, sensual kisses and intimate conversations, Lover…Have had a couple of tantalizing hypno fantasies with dearest Miles, who is so much fun to send drifting beneath the rhythms of my mesmerizing voice…It is music to my ears, the sound of your surrender…I have such an enchanting time with my Hypno Pantyboy, whose sweetly aching moans just beg for release…I really enjoy how we can go from pulsing, throbbing lust to entertainment criticism and back again, all on one call…*kisses*…Went to a movie audition for the role of a stripper-turned-prostitute, but little did I know that I’d have to pay a visit to JK’s casting couch in order to get the part…Mmmm, can’t wait to see what you make me do for the sequel…Hehehe! It’s always so much fun to play with my Baby Boy…You just love your special time as Mommy’s favorite son, don’t you cutie pie? *wink* Nasty N crawled into bed with me the other day and proceeded to ask me the perfect questions…Somehow you know just how to pinpoint the seed of my lust and draw my juices right out of my quivering cunny…*licking my lips*…My Infamous Daddy caught his naughty nymphet rubbing her pretty little pearl and thinking of his big cock, so he spread my legs and gave me what I’d been dreaming of…Hehehe! I love hearing you moan, “Cum for Daddy, Donna…” It makes me so explode so hard all over Daddy’s big dick…When my Chicago Writer invades my bed and my senses, I often lose all sense of time…Isn’t it incredible how we can get lost in a moment, an orgasm that never seems to end? The feel of you spreading me, filling me, TAKING me…Is there anything on Earth like it? *smiles* I had three delightful calls with Spanky, who played my son twice in two different versions of the same discipline scenario and Daddy once in the companion fantasy to our normal roleplay…I enjoy being your versatile vixen and learning how to punish you perfectly…*kiss*…The Colorado Genius and I truly understand each other on such an amazing level…I cannot thank you enough for the hot pre-game quickie- I NEEDED that…Hehehe…I got to be MDP’s darling daughter and even made Daddy cum twice for his sexy little girl…Aren’t you glad I’m old enough to give you a new babygirl, Daddy? *giggle* I’ve missed you…And I FINALLY got to meet the Hometown Hottie who totally blew me away with his dirty mind…Just knowing a wickedly perverted man like you is walking the streets of Hoboken is enough to keep my panties wet indefinitely…I can’t wait to hear you ROAR your orgasm into my ear…*shuddering at the thought*

Love,
Donna