A Testimonial…
Friday, January 8th, 2010I received this lovely note from one of my clients yesterday after our phone sex call, and it put such a big smile on my face I thought I’d share it… What a great way to start the day!!! (With a perma-grin for the rest of it.) That was a lot of fun! Thank you. [...]
Undisciplined?
Tuesday, May 5th, 2009I’m sitting here trying to organize my thoughts and write about all the things I’ve been up to, but all I really want to do is go watch some beefcake in X-Men Orgins: Wolverine. I’m weak-willed, I know. *grins* But I need some escapism, because one of our ensemble members has dropped out of the [...]
Four for Four
Tuesday, January 27th, 2009I’ve never been in a show that I put this much of myself into, and I won’t lie…It’s really satisfying and validating to see the audience’s faces each night, to see the wonder and gratitude. Being on the receiving end of a standing ovation is a pretty special feeling, much less four in a row. [...]
Courage
Wednesday, January 21st, 2009The enormity of what I’m about to do hit me with hurricane force this past weekend. I am scared shitless. My single greatest fear in the world is being naked in front of other people with the lights on. I’ve spent so many years hating my body, starving, bingeing, dieting, picking myself to pieces, despising [...]
Desire, Anticipation, Fantasy
Sunday, November 30th, 2008This is supposed to be a piece about my Lolita fantasies, but in examining them and taking my personal roleplay experiences into account, I realized something. We were discussing language and the semantics of definitions…What is desire? What is lust? What is longing? What is fantasy? And I realized that my fantasies are rooted in [...]
We’re a Success!
Thursday, November 20th, 2008The reviews are in, and After Ashley is a hit! I’m not one of those people who is (or pretends to be) too cool to care. It’s nice when your work is well-received, and anyone who says otherwise is fooling themselves. If they truly didn’t crave a little attention and approval, they’d be doing monologues at home [...]
A Quickie…
Monday, November 10th, 2008Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. No time. No energy to write, but I know I have to. After Ashley opens this Saturday, with previews on Thursday and Friday, and I am very excited but also exhausted. We had tech this past weekend, in addition to my acting class, and two rehearsals for my next project, Inviting Desire. [...]
Unbelievable…
Wednesday, October 29th, 2008It never ceases to amaze me how the Universe works…So many different things going on in my life and yet they are all interconnected in wonderful ways. I’m going to try to tell the story, but it’s rather convoluted so forgive me in advance… I ran into friend briefly at Toro Bravo the other night [...]
Heh
Thursday, October 16th, 2008Yes, sometimes I have a juvenile sense of humor, I admit it. Lol. Thanks to SweetGuy for knowing I’d appreciate these photos. In other news, I’m having an absolute blast rehearsing After Ashley. My director knows how to put the “play” into a play, if you know what I mean. And if you don’t, well, [...]
I Need a New Title
Friday, October 10th, 2008This post was originally going to be called “Anatomy of a Heartbreak” when I started writing it a week ago, but things have changed… A few Sundays ago, I went to an audition for play called ”After Ashley” by Gina Gionfriddo. It is being produced by a brand new local theatre company, Portland Playhouse. I got great vibes from the people at the [...]
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