Punishment?
Sunday, November 22nd, 2009The theme of punishment has come up lately in conversations I’ve had with different people about my masochism. As in, do I like pain because I feel like I need to atone for some undefined sin? Do I think I need to be punished for something? I’ve been pondering these questions, but I don’t have [...]
The Unfiltered Truth
Wednesday, June 24th, 2009Ok, so I’m a liar. I said I was going to update, but fuck all I’ve been busy. Don’t really feel like cataloguing the minutiae of my life right now, so I’ll give you the shorthand version. Inviting Desire is going well- new reviews up on my Events & Appearances page if you’re interested, as [...]
Thank You, Tom
Sunday, March 8th, 2009Trust the Universe to nudge me out of my wallowing. *smile* Today I got a very sweet comment from an old friend on my recent “Eh” post. It made me cry. It was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you, Tom. You have been a true friend to me over the years, and I [...]
Interesting…
Friday, March 6th, 2009Taken In Hand Ran across an interesting link on a friend’s FetLife profile this morning. I can’t say I buy the whole thing, but I do understand an attraction to the dynamic. Of course, my version would involve polyamory and bdsm, so I’m already deviating. How unlike me. Heh.
The Bartender
Wednesday, December 24th, 2008His fingers look good wrapped around a glass bottle. I try not to stare as he pours and mixes, but I suspect I am probably more transparent than I’d like to be. I warm to his boyish smile, even as I note the decisive way he dictates what I should eat and drink. I like [...]
Welcome Winter
Monday, December 22nd, 2008Blizzard 2008! Arctic Watch! Winter Storm Tracking! Jesus, the local news is having a field day. I remember when weather like this was called snow. Heh. But anyway, cabin fever won out yesterday, so Howard and I put the chains on the car and went (slowly) driving around the winter wonderland until it started to [...]
Omg!
Thursday, December 18th, 2008How much do I love the fact that someone searched “greg dulli bdsm” and found my website? THISFUCKINGMUCH! Hehehe… By the way, if whoever did that happens to read this, email me. I think I’m in love and want you to do really perverse things to me while we listen to every Afghan Whigs and [...]
NSFW: Pigtails Please
Wednesday, September 10th, 2008Inspired by my lovers, both phone and physical… The text message is short and effective. “Pigtails please.” The two words act instantly on my body. I feel my gut clench and I know if I were to slip my hand into my panties, I would find wetness. I stand before the bathroom mirror in a [...]
Whew!
Monday, July 21st, 2008Well, it’s finally finished. We got the new Bay City Blues phone sex blogsite up and running, and so far the feedback had been really positive. I’m pretty damn exhausted, and we’re still working out the bugs, but it’s worth it. *contented smile* In other news, I’m seriously considering going to Summer Camp for Grown [...]
Life is Good
Monday, July 7th, 2008That was the best Fourth of July ever. I was kind of worried that nobody was going to show up, but a lot of people ended up stopping by over the course of the day. I used to host barbecues every July 4th with my ex, and it was nice getting to reclaim that tradition. [...]
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